Its Sunday, time to make that money. Yes, I finally got a call back from a company who would very much want my presence, and who thinks that my being there will help contribute to the already success of the company. Startin Wednesday. Great... I was out for 2 mo. and when I finally planned to go somewhere, I get a call back. Great timing. Oh goodness it was pure hell not having a job. Sure I did hate waking up early, but the not having income was tormenting me. It was all about the spending wisely.. Which meant everything I had went to bills and more fucking bills : (. Well, hell at least I had that. School is about to start...ahhhh. My 2 mo. vacation is now over : (, Time to go back to work and school. Finally!




So everyone go out today and buy a copy of Solex Pick Up, its all in the mind today and not much else but one lousy day. Jeanie asked me if I would give her some money to pay for her bf doctor bill. And why did he have to go to the hospital? Because he got hit by a car! Yes, because the drunk mother-fucker was drunk and threw himself in front of a car.... So yestarday, Jeanie was coming over to my place because she was supposed to be leaving him, for the reason that he is a drinking bastard. But so, I went to meet her, so I could take her to my place. And she never showed up, didn't call me or anything. So I waited for Aaron to come home so we could go to her apartment to check on her. I was not about to go there on my own. No one answers the door. I was worried about her. I called her today at work, and then she has the fucken balls to ask me for money... for her fucken bf whom I do not like at all! She was also going to come over later today, but she called me back and told me she would not be able to make it because he some how escaped from the hospital. She has to go up there to take care of that. What the fuck is she doing???????
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Like that on cruises Like these...

I won a cruise. I'm on the Loose.
Jump in the pool with lots of booze.
In my bright blue
suits from Taiwan, China.
And bright yellow shirts with my collar spread open.

Pick Up
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Mullet Madness


hey people, i have been sick lately. The sn?es, headaches and such. But yeah, its all good too cause, yes, since my last entry here, I HAVE MOVED out of that dreaded place, with my sucky roommates. Huh, I left with one of them owing me some money. And he has not paid me back, and I really need it cause I. like everyone else at that damnin company, lost my job! And he has no intentions of paying me back, even though I have told him of my situation. Last I heard of him, he is in jail. I guess I'm gettin nothing from him.

The PC is dead. I can not get into the Dan and Scott chat room to find out anything else. Eli called me with the horrible news. What am I supposed to do now, I mean that was one thing that kept me sane in this world. Oh well, I have not talked to 'G' since uhh, I don't know. I have been talking to one guy, I don't want to expose his name here. I wonder if I can stream my web cam here well maybe at least the home made porn.... But Thetas all cause e I can not see what I am writing , don't know what's wrong with this darn scroll bar. So later people


I have this song stuck in my head. "Humming" by Portishead. This song makes me feels like everything in my life sucks, don't get me wrong... its a very great song, but it makes me feel happy.... depressed, but happy. Schools out for summer 'yo. I have no idea if I will have money for the fall semester. Money sucks. Its lame-o. Man-load? I had a docs appt. today. Turns out I had ta reschedule b/c there were certain tests I had to take but there was something that was preventing me from taking them today. So I have to wait til next Monday to find out anything. Which is the whole reason I went. That also sucks. And It also sucks b/c I dont know if I will be able to make it back up to the doctors office. SUCKS!

In othere aspects of my life... I was planning on moving out on my own b/c my roommates are really starting to get to me. But it also turns out that I may have to get anothere job. And there have been a whole lotta layoffs in the area. So what are the chances of me finding a job. Ohhhhh thats all for now. I think everyone should check out what Lane is doing.


Tannoz sent me this hilarious link and here it is: